For someone who rarely gets ill, and soldiers through when she does, I am having a spectacularly bad year. It has been ailment after ailment, and today I have had enough.
I ended last year and started this year with tooth ache from hell. I had an abscess on my tooth so big it touched my sinus causing odema on my face and making me look hideous.
Then we had the issues with my ovaries and all the tests and depression that came with that.
When I finally fell pregnant, I had 3 weeks of sheer exhaustion so extreme I didn’t think I would ever wake up.
My breast so sore I thought they would fall off.
Then the morning sickness started
Followed by the most excruciating headaches I ever experienced.
Then a severe chest infection
More tooth ache followed by tooth removal.
indigestion from hell
and now my solar plexus…. I think the cartilage between my rib cage – primarily under my right breast, is inflamed.
I am in agonizing pain. I can’t sit, lie or walk without it hurting, take a few steps and I am out of breath.
I am exhausted, so worn out from being in constant pain, that today I broke down. Ive cried about 5 times, which is very very unlike me. But it hurts a lot. and everything I’ve read indicates that the pain wont go away until I give birth. I don’t know how I am going to get through it, I really don’t. Being in pain makes you so tired, I just want to sleep to stop feeling the pains.
But I am such a light sleeper, and it its so unbearably hot – and we Brits don’t have air con, so I am struggling to sleep too. 😦
Sacha is sad today.